no [Tuesday January 2nd, 2007 at 1:33pm] as if i should be ok with it. CMNT

[Monday September 4th, 2006 at 7:12pm] no reason not. but what does have reason? where do i have judgement, whats supposed to be to much to little to late to much CMNT

[Monday September 4th, 2006 at 6:04pm] this is fucking queer. CMNT

[Monday September 4th, 2006 at 6:04pm] im not doing to good with my classes i dont know why. i think its the job. and the stress, beraking up is not fun. i dont care if were broken up but not single or how ever we attempt to word it when we talk about it, it still hurts, it still opens up doors that are normally locked there is still sadly hope of this changing for the worse. since breaking up or taking a break is only a downhill move so how is it possible to think positive? i get that were on a break in the sense that we dont talk to eachother as much her business is her own and mine is mine. but at the same time were still together in the sense that our pants are still locked on to us. but even with that said, with the rest of it still bothers me. not knowing whats going on, whats she doing, whos she talking to it still kills me. i know its helping us, so im sticking with it as long as i can i just konw how long thats going to round up to, it has nothing to do with waiting, its the fact that as relevied and stress free she is, im not, i dont have the person i need and want in my life the way i want and need them. and im going through the exact oppisite here. i might be quitting my job soon. CMNT

[Sunday August 13th, 2006 at 5:22pm] im bored somebody talk to me i dont care. aim jerseymugger. talk to me. CMNT

[Wednesday July 26th, 2006 at 8:08pm] (1) CMNT

[Sunday May 14th, 2006 at 10:33pm] i dont care, i said No. what is hard about what i said to understand. i said it then and now; i dont care why just NO. its like nothing goes acounted for..can somebody give me back the breath i spent explaining this, cause it was a waste.

[Saturday April 22nd, 2006 at 11:26am] [ mood | loved ] this man.. right here.. hes fucking amazing and i love every god damn thing about him. he's my life. & the best friend a girl could ask for. I dont know what id do with out him.. and you know what.. i actually mean that. CMNT

get down girl go head [Friday April 21st, 2006 at 2:51pm] I cant get how people have been acting lately did i do something wrong for this? If so Im sorry to al those i know i hurt yet never stopped and most likely cant anymore your soul, your self belongs to the one you shouldbe closed to for good they are leaking your secrets in seconds tops now your secrets are open for display and put on show how does that light feel making you sweat from the top of your head to the back of your neck i remember the feeling never got used to it, did you? any gut feeling felt at this moment is absolute truth and you cant ignore it this time as much as you want to again its not what i think, that couldnt make sense but no it makes to much welcome to truth after years with lies, its different here i know,its not the same everythings clicking causeing reactions forgotten im sure the taste of disgut tapping on the throat with delight what joy to disgust to be created once more but only once more this is the final time to do it all over again would just be to hard so things will be changed, gut feelings will too cause now will those never be mixed up together to cause the delight everyone witnessed that night writers block opend for a lil bit. finally. (1) CMNT

To the girl thats to be my wife - [Monday December 26th, 2005 at 7:05pm] [ mood | hopefull ] You know sometimes i get the feeling that none of you even read this. i dont mind bullshit just comment! the rest of this is for Kaylee Nicole T. , (fyi i can spell it i just didnt think you wanted me to write it out) I know at the moment were having a really hard time and your not having a good time, and im not having a good time, so were being way more short tempered right now, but kaylee you cant give up right now, you never said last chance, so please just stay for a little bit longer one more time and if i dont come through this time, ill give you what you want, and i wont be stupid about it, ok? This time its an actual law written day that i can finally go down there, my sister gets her liscense back on feb 21st. so i can be down there on feb.20th. so please kaylee this is the only way i can think of that can show any sign of trying cause i know you dont think i do. its my only way out that will get me straight to you. I know you dont want me bothering you so this isnt bothering you cause you chose to read this, you know, cause your nosey, lol, so if you want to do that then txt me, so i know that you WANT to talk to me. i love you way to much im sure, but i love you a lot and i cant lose you, you seriously are whats keeping me together, you what i look forward to from your fist txt telling me you love me till your last txt telling me goodnight again. and all those other txt during the day that i wont repeat cause uhh i dont. but you love me, truedat! and you know you mean the world to me. and i try so hard with you to be as good as a boyfriend as i can cause i know this whole thing sucks, but i do my best and try to make you as happy as i can. OH and if you do decide to txt me. you have to write "i love you (and then tell me what your wearing)and im going to marry you and make babies with a japican." and thats it! you dont haveto say it but i would prefer it :) ) i love you kaylee, and u cant do this cause i have to marry you someday. :) (2) CMNT

FRIENDS ONLY [Sunday August 22nd, 2004 at 1:14pm] Friends only comment to be added. (11) CMNT

FYI [Saturday August 21st, 2004 at 8:25pm] ok this isnt friends only cause everyone must know. the best music to fuck to i think is Tricky..i was listening to the song "suffacted love" and it didnt make me horny but it made me want to fuck, like ur not supposed to listen to it unless you doing that. im not sure if it the best music, ill have to test that out sometime in my life but it sounds like it would be. i know some ppl have sex to music...that would be some good music for it. i know this is random sorry. (10) CMNT

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